This evening, well 4:30, I got together with 2 old friends. 2 years ago we all went out separate ways. Not that we necessarily wanted to but it just happen. It was fun to catch up and to find out how each of us was different than we were. The conversation was…. hm-mm…. enjoying. We got onto some weird topics that should not be repeated in public but it was all good fun. We had such a good time we didn’t realize it was 10pm and they were closing.
I wish we could all stay in touch better and I guess I only have myself to blame for that one. Ironically enough, okay no I choose to do this but anyways, I applied for school in a town about an hour away from the some friends that moved from Yellowknife. I have been down to see one of my friend who I had supper with and her husband twice now and it was good to see another part of Canada other that Yellowknife’s 14kms of city. So when I finally came to the realization that I need to get some further education whether it a trade or class I started looking in there area. I am quiet happy that I did find a school in that area because not only are my good friends only an hour away but I also know another couple in the town, which will make it a smoother transaction.
You must understand I get very stressed about meeting new people at school or other places I don’t have control over the situation. By that I mean, when I’m working or for my own businesses (selling or beneficial to me) I’m not nervous or stress I just jump right in. The conversation comes to me like second natural because I control it. I control the talking, when to leave, what exactly I can say, who I talk to, and when. Where as school is the opposite to me, I don’t have a choice who I’m going to meet, when I’m going to talk or what I’m going to talk about so I get stressed about it. I do know that I will be alright and I will settle in quickly and become very very comfortable with the atmosphere. Even become sarcastic which only happens when I feel comfortable in the surrounding area.
I’m The Bushman. I’ll be Back.