Well I’m alone and reading. So naturally my mind is wandering around the internet, observing other, and taking in what they are sharing.
I’m having one of those moments I have every once and a while where I don’t feel I excel at anything, and don’t belong. Basically this is just the outcome of being alone, but that is something I can’t change.
That and I’m quite convinced I’m tired and probably need sleep. Now you see why I like working, because it is a time where I can be around other people. I guess I’m not the thriving loner I once proclaimed myself to be.
Must think. Must pull myself out of this. Must get out there. But how. Hmm.
Tomorrow will be a new day, and I will feel as those this brief moment on a Sunday night never happened.
What am I passionate about. What should drive me.
Bring on the positive comments. I know there will be some.
There is something else I just noticed, I’m highly sarcastic and don’t like pity. Huh pity ain’t it.
I think I’ll need to revisit this tomorrow and reread what I’m actually writing here.